Good evening, My Blog Readers! This day was so exhausting for me… I have been cleaning my flat all day (since 12h), and now I feel so tired. I live in a two bed flat and I can honestly say I hate housework! Well I haven’t mentioned yet that I live alone… and sometimes I feel so lonely. I am 34 years old and I don’t have a boyfriend. I have never even had a real long-term relationship and I think the main problem is my weight! For this reason I must try my best to reach my weight loss goals.

Let’s talk a bit about my visit to the gym. When I saw this place I was a little bit frightened. The gym was full of young, slim, beautiful ladies and boys and I thought that this place is not for me… When I was looking around I heard a voice saying “Can I help you?”. It was a nice woman who invited me to join a gym and I couldn’t refuse! She told me that I will have a personal trainer who will create a personal training program for me. And she added that I can start from Monday. When I left the gym I was thinking about my decision. Did I make a right decision? Will I be able to go through this?..

Next time I will talk about my first training days and my feelings about it. Good night, Dear Readers!

I have one of the hardest weeks in my life. Let’s start from the beginning. At the first day of my new healthy life I tried not to look at any hamburgers, but it was very difficult for me. The main problem is that I am working near the Burger Shop. Every day during my lunch time I go to the Burger Shop and buy one or two big chicken burgers.. That day wasn’t an exception. Gosh I was so disappointed in myself that evening. why did I do that?  Why I couldn’t control myself.. That evening was extremely stressful for me and one of which I will certainly never forget. All night I couldn’t go to sleep thinking about my promise to lose weight and totally change my life…

Well, I’m proud to say that since that day I haven’t eaten any hamburger. Instead of it I have chosen to eat chicken salad (I read it has less calories than hamburger). But my weight is still 226 pounds.. Losing weight is more difficult than I thought. Maybe I need to put more efforts in burning calories.. Due to this reason I am planning to join a gym near my house. I’ve never gone to a gym in my whole life… so I am a bit excited about it.

Tomorrow I want to go to the gym and find out everything about joining it. So the next post will be about my first impressions and my new experience… See you next time, My Dear Readers!