Hello My Dears!

First of all I want to apologize to all of you. I really regret that I haven’t written any new post since September. I feel really awful about that. These months were so difficult for me… Everything started when I was fired from a job. At that time I thought that my life was over and I was thrown into a deep depression. I didn’t know what to do and how to live then. All my savings I have spent on the trip to Italy so I really needed to find a new job in order to pay taxes. But all my efforts were for nothing… No one wanted to hire me due to the crisis. The main reason was that I had no experience… Other didn’t want to hire me because of my appearance… Fat, ugly, depressed waitress… Who would like to see that? I think that no one. After this appalling truth I felt all alone in this big world. I have borrowed some money from a friend and all the time since November I spent sitting at home…

I have forgotten everything. I forgot all my friends…I didn’t want to talk to anyone. My phone was off… I was cut off from the world. I felt bad, really bad. I didn’t realize that I needed help. Most days I have spent lying on the bed, eating chips and watching TV… How could I do that? Why I was so weak? Why I have forgotten about burning calories and about exercising? No one knows the answer. I was so depressed and frustrated that I could not get out of a bed. I have never felt like that before.

I must thank to my parents. They really helped me to overcome that life crisis. They gave me moral strength and support which I needed so much… I stayed with them in the village for several weeks. I spent New Year at home with my family. Now I remember that awful days like a bad dream.

This blog is the only way where I can express my all feelings and my thoughts. I really trust you and I hope all of you will support me. So now I am starting a new life. I promise to you that I will continue what I started. Yes, I talk about burning calories. But firstly I need to find a new job.

P.S. I hope that you will continue to follow my blog Dears. Best wishes and see You next time!