Hello, my Blog Readers! I have just eaten a piece of watermelon and now i am here to tell you about my first training day. I went to the gym after my work on Monday (I haven’t mentioned that I work in the library). I was so nervous because it was the first time in my life. My weight is still 226 pounds.. My personal trainer have created my burning calories program and showed me some exercises for beginners. The hour spent in the gym was terrible!! After 7 minutes on bike and 10 minutes on cross trainer I felt so tired and I wanted to quit everything! The past few days I have been feeling a horrible ache in my legs all day!!! I don’t know if I will be able to burn calories in this way… I think it’s too hard for me and I’m too weak for this…

Now I am planning to go to the gym on Friday. Maybe the second time will be easier.

Good evening, My Blog Readers! This day was so exhausting for me… I have been cleaning my flat all day (since 12h), and now I feel so tired. I live in a two bed flat and I can honestly say I hate housework! Well I haven’t mentioned yet that I live alone… and sometimes I feel so lonely. I am 34 years old and I don’t have a boyfriend. I have never even had a real long-term relationship and I think the main problem is my weight! For this reason I must try my best to reach my weight loss goals.

Let’s talk a bit about my visit to the gym. When I saw this place I was a little bit frightened. The gym was full of young, slim, beautiful ladies and boys and I thought that this place is not for me… When I was looking around I heard a voice saying “Can I help you?”. It was a nice woman who invited me to join a gym and I couldn’t refuse! She told me that I will have a personal trainer who will create a personal training program for me. And she added that I can start from Monday. When I left the gym I was thinking about my decision. Did I make a right decision? Will I be able to go through this?..

Next time I will talk about my first training days and my feelings about it. Good night, Dear Readers!